Welcoming new year isn’t my thing. I don’t go around saying how much I need another year to feel better. Above all, alhamdulillah. That’s all. I’m no longer a sad or anxious person. I’m learning to take care of myself, so that I could help those in need. I just thought that, it must be nice being the person lending these hands, regardless of everything. The thought of someone going to trust me, having faith in me, that I’m needed by someone with the same wavelengths as mine.
Age ate me up, but I couldn’t give up yet.
Life’s too short to worry about planning things. I’m just going to see how far I’ll go, with or without my family and friends. I want to learn to guide this life, giving my best shots in whichever ways I could. You know how much I want to write it all out but I can’t really write anything nice haha. Anyway, I don’t hate people anymore. Another /laughs/. I just want to say that, whenever I see or read something unpopular and I want to react to it, the best thing I could do is leave it right there.
Context: Unpopular opinions, but not all.
I don’t argue with people anymore and I don’t engage with unnecessary comments. If I want to say something about it, I’ll write another post – reaching to whoever matters. Even if they could be wrong and I know something about it – we all deserve another chance. We all deserve another room to be better. That’s all. It’s driven by ego, not consciousness, and fear of letting go of something. But someday they’ll learn; we all learn. As I once wrote, here: I let them go for loving them for who they are. I let them go so that they’ll grow into someone stronger.
But I have to learn to let go too, so that I could grow.